Good god, I am so bloody mopey this evening. I feel like someone shat on my breakfast cereal.
To summarise things which have happened of late:
* Did a lovely sideways suspension with Jon and Jakara.
* Bored myself to tears.
* Cancelled my tattooist appointment due to lack of funds.
* Had my hours reduced to about 8 a week.
* Found out I had a brother and sister I didn't know about. Older. Like...old enough to count as being a different generation.
So the theory is that I am okay, and feeling fine, and functioning as a normal human being...and I am really, really not. I can't remember to eat, my sleep is fucked up, and I don't leave the house unless I absolutely have to. Something is very wrong here. Somewhere in the last few weeks, something distinctly bad has happened, and I'm getting awfully close to that point where really, living in my mum's attic doesn't seem like such a bad idea.
* Found out I had a brother and sister I didn't know about. Older. Like...old enough to count as being a different generation.
So the theory is that I am okay, and feeling fine, and functioning as a normal human being...and I am really, really not. I can't remember to eat, my sleep is fucked up, and I don't leave the house unless I absolutely have to. Something is very wrong here. Somewhere in the last few weeks, something distinctly bad has happened, and I'm getting awfully close to that point where really, living in my mum's attic doesn't seem like such a bad idea.
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